I haven't blogged here in months.

Hmm, I haven't blogged in this account for months. So why the heck am I still keeping this account? Beats me I guess.

Work has overtaken my whole life. I am struggling to get some balance.

Family wise, things are pretty much ok except for the occasional temper tantrum from my dad. He still thinks he is the "head" of the family, which is kinda pathetic because he is living off everyone else and pretty much is a charity case. His megalomania surprises me. He can drive off with JL's car without nary a word and complain to anyone who'll listen how miserably his daughters treat him... that from a man who's always been self-centered and hasn't done a decent day's work in decades. A man who'll get into debt and expect his family to pay it off. A man who never gave a cent for my education but has the gall to take money from me as if it were an entitlement.

As usual, he will make noise and complain to everyone else... and make life occasionally living hell for everyone... except for me. He does not dare to complain to me simply because if he whines, I have only one way to respond; cut off his allowance. So he toes the line when I am around which is good. Because I think in his heart of hearts... he does know. He just wants to live in denial a little longer instead of facing up to the fact that he is an abject failure.

I thank god that except for the occasional complaint, I have pretty much accepted the reality of being me. The responsibilities and the obligations.

Jubes